Sooner or later every exchange student will find himself in a situation in which everything becomes just too much. I haven`t had many of those moments, but it happens to everybody.
You are just tired. Tired of people who say to you -Je moet proberen- which means -You must try this-. You would like to have once in your life something easy, something familiar, that belongs to you. You are tired of new strange food, difficult language and expressions, weird behavior, tired of everything.
And you will wonder why the hell you came to the Netherlands, and why the hell you ended up in Zeeland.
Those moments won`t last long, if you take the initiative and make things better.